invasion dream  

room after the rain
by hotaru
Lyrics and music by hotaru

ah        I wanted to run away quickly
from this world**
I didn't even want to hear
that sound that hurts my ears

and yet only in this room
I accepted it without saying a word
even though it's such a cozy, snug place
the "noise" from outside is trying to drag me out of here

I don't need to see anyone's face, or hear anyone's voice
justifying to myself, it's only me that's here
the rain and that day made me this way
the clock of fate that slowly begins to move is...

ah        I wanted to run away right now
from this society
with this sound the pain gets worse
my eardrums screaming

in here I feel so amazingly good
because only my ego exists
I can't go back, I can't return, I don't want to return
to the horribly stained "other side of the door"

I don't need to see anyone's face, or hear anyone's voice
justifying to myself, it's only me that's here
the rain and that day made me this way
the clock of fate that slowly stops time is...


** Here Shinichirou sings 'world', but in the lyrics he wrote 'reality'.. so take your pick of meanings. ^_^

* The words screamed at the end of this song go something like this:

no.. no!
I can't hear anyone's voice
I can't hear anyone's voice
don't come.. don't come here!
I'm not worried.. I'm not worried!
I hate.. I hate.. I hate..
no.. no..
hate.. everyone..
I really really hate absolutely everyone!!